2 from DAY(s)
for Geoffrey Olsen
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1 Day (K265/300e)
Theme
[Their] own way of really mourning I had to insert an editorial to see myself Recalling conversation over kebab and the continued dissociation of the cis empire But, to return to the start it is: All day Isolative horizon Take comfort with routine glance across the verandic grass Returning to prior strategies of cuperation In each instance: I had done something wrong Opening a door on realms of silence Play upon nerves in the formation of disorder which is to say I know I did something wrong and in each instance but I cannot write about it My third effort sought to be the first real disclosure only to be something else Furtive route away And today came to mind BACKDROP now I realize it came to mind with the declaration of final exit by another party from an organization which binds me to memory of one of my mistakes Some kinship centered on guilt Could be Tagline 2000s moralizing horror film Of course my mistakes are eroticized in origin Rebuffed As in at brunch right after Geoffrey leaves I’d tell Corey again I like to use proper names Score: my rule allowance This is this scene the solemnity of an effort to reconstruct which cannot lie on walls Illusive passage through glass Sheep Ground The Mayor The House Complicit A reflection upon a balance that needs to skew towards us Bloat of errors They are far beyond me To reverse the Ironically, I thought this was the start of another thing Filmic Abandoned I even completed a form in anticipation of the introjection of new material Surveilled by a Catholic all the while who can only speak by quoting Parmenides Now angry Channeling car ride energy Mad toxicity We are trapped in a Dept. of Located within a City there is a neighborhood in Adjacent town Suburb Geographical: YES & Polluted: YES Have to be the most comprehensive Genetic library of better living through chemistry™
Variation I
Circle one of each and one of each only Channeling trash Receptacle On the way home, your doppleganger appears and ensures that you are 1) to be perpetually regarded as a vampiric entity only capable of negative influence on my eternal contributions and 2) that the world is the simulation we anticipated it to be Such a puzzling gap and don’t get me started on the phone call Thrusted flush SWOOP Temporal flare—my actions only Hello Hailed so Diorama below, impressed lovers caught beneath my pits—that’s flight My organ carried off Rock structural Attack lettuce Scarlet milk—necessary Don’t you know: victual Sexed “nog hurt mire” Cortisol A piece of paper SCRAWL -nazone Lubricated for proprioception World-sight Map carrier Point archive Last night, when the third bell rang Got up and the world was an ice field upon which everyone could only look backward Associated Related Circumstances of your celestial body and its satellites Engulfed Vulnerable Misunderstood Strikes readily (so far) to be capable of mass transmission After all, we have not been reliant on astrologic information Looking over my notes, I now believe you should have better qualified your use of understand to notate where you don’t recognize my defeat That would have helped us both immensely, no? Absolute schema of your distress I mean, this has been happening to me now in vegan cafes, by editorial email, and on the phone I’ll walk home later through one scenario that reminds me of the middle incident—decrepit business promenade Only tissue Between these lines is your cissuality Latent <beeping> suggests desire for: assimilation Adherence to THE
Variation II
Channel 2 Musak Hate speech ordinal Atmospheric alteration: bodies in various positions Slipping from mind: what I came to say Across the prior week, labor (in pages) and social distance I am upset by the absence of our interrelation in your decisions Now reminded what I came to say I do not want to catalog all my rejections That is what suicide is for Auto-correct re-images the aversions of LLMs to our morbid realities Misspelled annihilatory actions System refuses to recognize VIOLENT INPUT Apparently, there are no alike words Hyperhidrotic return: what plagued me when I worked on the dermatological praxis Really, it is through coffee and somatic realignment at morning Energy slowly evacuates The rest will stay secret
Theme (Reprise)
Bold start / Am I doing this right review structure / seeks “I” / Morning / which / in which / could do a whole book as Jane “Incomparable,” “storytelling” says “But”—our class rebuffs, having on good authority that surgeries in both hospitals 30 years apart occurred under similar distressing conditions Gathering Fragments of a Liquidation A tough paragraph follows Inboxed Organizational island Did you get a ballot? Bloody chyrons Roving leader Raving the muteness of the survivor Is perspectival—to stake a way Into one career paradise As it stands, this discourse unfolds as a triangle: the survivor A to perpetrator B to witness C Oscillating waves resolve in our capacity to distinguish Harmonic Dynamic Systems© Down beats rattling Obnoxious Bisector between white and red Is frame Ice as a word New problem Obsessess The ever-chain of infinite possibility which ultimately collapses into nothing As meaning No casing to fire (on) all permutations There used to be value in dug-up etymologies Current temporal sprawl—lineage—lingers The fading perception of same After which is the gate to the paddock and no perception
1 Day (Neurocircumtrieval)
Pagative zonalities, the hundreds across which the horses trod heliege linien Soaked in the rain you read and BLOTCH! been “lately lonely” with hissing visions of sodium lamps Cast beams sewn to destiny La La campagna Human Steps—Terrestrial One & one won Warmly born, of an actual desire Aside from l’andon let Purpose Losing phrase pouring everything in on top that’s to say an awful lot like glue or making a candle Butcher Baker “Win dose so dry no rhyme” Mr. Apfel descending Streaming children Nascent vanilla and cherry is the half-hardy heliotropium bustled in the hand cart Obvert stylus to tab disdain at a vague natural Fact of archival—obviously: body Stray behind parkscape lawless Ruddy backside to gymnastics Gripped Gardedenic enclosure and they’re inside: cavorting Loss of all this, the dog, and reliant purple Lateral “controversial play” through which to regard Winter arena and onset paralytic to a child These French references Brazilian swatch stricken Geoffrey, so-called “scrawl” accumulating Slocum’s treading into disapparation bound between ecru covers The dedication “Poetess and her [X text]”—they share a preface History only the dazzling star-eye Younger self reading Celestial preserves: old design of the corporate bookshop as nostalgia Canned effects dispensed after reading Cosmogonic Mei-Mei and first name basis Yesterday, or last night Destroyed by feedback Noodle replace clear stock replace rice Semplice live and scattered watching my bonnet ride lapsed night currents Awed and non-annotative Listening to the chattered life of the lay balloonists Panel: Occurrence recurrent dismal dynamo Panel: Prior conversation ground to the null point Panel: Fire questions at him until he breaks That was an overture That was matrimony Dullard of body All then Dreamt occipital horizon Entering the war in the similar way Lifted off in vain machines Wings dipped in light Warning Wondering why fog of as anything other than a reduction Of responsibility Of animal rationality Realized tabular